Tuesday, June 03, 2008
been rather overstressed recently, so much pressure from training, people to people relations and been trying my best to spend all my energy, not a good choice actually, i end up being more tired than expected, then i go into silent mode... lol.i only wish for the energy to smile when i see you around.
bertz blogged at 9:45 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
i've decided to move to a new blog, time to keep this shadowy past behind, for good. =)interested and people with no evil intentions can visit it at http://keep-the-beat-up.blogspot.com/
bertz blogged at 1:09 AM
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
been quite hapy recently, plenty of things happening, and new found discoveries, will update and change the skin of this blog once i'm ready. =)
bertz blogged at 11:37 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
haiz, i'm worried sick. can someone ask me why?its because i think i failed the first paper which will mean i might have to retake the module. no one understands the worry i hold in me. two more papers left.
bertz blogged at 8:13 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
entrepreneurship day is over! there is no happier moment than this!
and now on to mugging. which is kinda sad. what an irony. i'm still missing my phone. shucks.
bertz blogged at 1:41 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
when it comes to judging people, i'm always claming to be the best, and judging them as though i'm the king, but when the light of truth shines, i'm just as ugly as the one i judge on.
i'm selfish, filled with hatred, vain, proud, scheming, bad tempered, stubborn, violent, rude, inconsiderate, petty, ungrateful, sensitive, hypocritical, vengeful, pessimist, too trusting of others, ignorant to the people who care for me and assume that no one cares about me.
there are more flaws in me that i might not see, it takes more than one person to note your flaws, i am often blinded by anger and kept in a state of self. this has lead to so much discomfort with my present life, and so much unhappiness with the people around me.
if i could press the reset button to life, i would have pressed it a few times too many. when i can truly clear the thoughts in my mind, the headache will fade away and my heart will be lighter.
bertz blogged at 12:33 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
looking through some old posts, i realise its time to remove some of the invited users, some are just stationery people that link to my blog for the sake of linking. -_- if you wish to remain being linked, remember to tag a post.
so damn irritated by josie, there isn't a more sarcastic and superficial girl like her, its people like her that give a bad name to girls. she calls herself harsh, when in fact, its sarcasm, and if she knows its harsh, why can't she control herself? sickening.
the only project left is entrepreneuship, hope i get over it soon. the suckiest sem ever.
bertz blogged at 9:02 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007
if only everyone knew what it was like to be an online student. everytime see fiza ard makes me really excited, coz i know there is someone around that know how it feels.
dunno why i'm feeling so emo now. so unlike me la. (i'm not emotional most of the time, really)
if only there was a way to appreciate karma and see how it works, 450 bucks is not a small sum, and i don't think i can take the loss of that. well, maybe i can, but its just going to take so long to get over it.
napfa for the class girls today, jia hui came in first and jamie was second, turns out things aren't what they seem.
hope that there would be something to make me happy right now.
bertz blogged at 7:09 PM
what a sucky way to get connned, by some freaking nigerians who only want more money. Bloody hell.
bertz blogged at 7:00 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
another disastrous week has passed, just a few keywords, since its really long. the longest week every passed.
josie, betrayal, reassurance, free rider, communications, ICA entrep,investments, CRM, CMFI, sensitive, paranoid, just need a break, dinners, desmonds, blood, cough, trust, blog, fiza, rosnani, nurul, fishcake, smoking alley, burning revelations, bad mouthing, behind backs, thai fashion show, relatives, beverly, handphone bills, tony peters, N73 music edition, karma
if you see your name there, you probably did something that made it better or worse, lol. hope you guys had fun. only a few people invited to this blog, but it is a form of encouragement everytime i see people tag. *hint hint
on a super random note ** its been super long since i saw you, you even skipped classes that we'll get to see each other, i miss that orange shirt and the constant dinners out together, i never blame you for neglecting me, because you're still my favourite "brother" geddit? lol. good to see you're doing well too nigga, we shouldn't distance ourselves for such a long time anymore. lols, and don't think because you're a girl, means i will treat you ok.
also, mei, its been close to 1 year since our split, has things changed for you? are the situations the same? has there been times when you still have cravings for sushi? things have gotten much more quiet around, i still have a piece of you in me. =)
bertz blogged at 12:59 AM
